I love you so ,it hurts

I love you so ,it hurts

I love you so
It hurts to see your
Suffering and feeble situation
Dependency on force of nature
And willingness the others show towards you

I love you so
My heart became a sponge ,
Squeezed by aches ,reverberating
Through your body, absorbing every impulse
I feel ,I sense the drama and tragedy that going on

I love so
War bride in time of peace,
Waiting, dwelling on the hope with patience
And impatience ,biting lips in nervous aggravation
Backbreaking seat we are assigned by the mighty Lord
On the roller coaster of life

by Margaret Gudkov