You miss me?

You miss me?

You miss me?
It is strange way to show it
You hardly have anything to say
The words stuck in your throat 

Have to force them out fly away
I recognize the fact that I am no fun to talk
Depression taking over ,carpeting the power
And loneliness not helping calming down qualms

You could if put an effort
Grab me by the shoulders and
Smother me with kisses, hugging
Saying you gonna be alright

You are not alone
I am always with you loving
Never leave you wither in the desert
I'll be there for you

Silence ... is a killer
I hear silence only ,that destroying me

by Margaret Gudkov
art by Dorina Costras