Losing the faith

Losing the faith

Losing the faith
Nerves in haywire state
Undone the feelings like the cracked record
Scratched by too many playing times 

Teary beads don't heal
Otherwise, morose i stay
Unmoved and unthinking
Hurts ,hurts too much when try

I would prefer to be a robot
Pragmatic piece of metal,not sensitive
But hard shielded,not attached to
Here i am again heartbroken

I cannot go half way
I do all with heart and soul
If love .....then all the way
Entering the banned territory